' alright then . ive told mine . now , tell me yours '
' the girl have same interest with me . for example , i love anime so with her '
' oh yeah ? interesting . ive never knew there is a girl like that in our school . who is she ? '
' you know her well '
' our class ? hm , F ? I ? A ? S ? '
' nope . try again '
' i know ! its FF ! am i right ? '
' wrong '
' --" i dont know . its me ! haha ! just kidding :) '
' yup ! thats true '
' haha . come on . seriously , who is she ? '
' whats so funny ? its true . its you '
' why me ? '
' because youre the only person i want to know . the feeling come from my heart . '
' since when ? '
' since i saw you for the first time last year . i want to know you . '
Well , since that conversation we have been closed . Hes such a nice person . I do accept him . But , im not ready . He told me that he want to leave . His mom told him to enter new school , further away from here . Im so sad that time .
We are in the same club . he decided to enter the same club as me . We need to settle up some works after scholl . He , me and my two friends were in the duty . My friend told me that he was staring at me for the whole time . One of my friend had a crush on him . I felt guilty . She so curious . But i kept it as a secret from her . He buy me a water after the work .
The next evening , he called me .
' where are you ? '
' im at school ? why ? '
' can we met ? i want to tell you something '
' okay . but , where ? '
' lab '
I go there alone . Like he told .
' are you free tomorrow ? '
' i guess so . why ? '
' lets go out tomorrow. '
p/s : is it a date ??! my heart beat so fast ! its the first !
So then , as promise we go out . I asked my bestie to company me . She never like him. She said that he cant be trusted . Hes like a casanova . He also brought his friend . M ( his friend ) love cat so much . When my bestie saw him , shes fall in love . haha ! so funny ! We want to play a bowling unfortunately , the place is full . So , we went to the food court and arcade . I waited for them at the outside of the arcade . Suddently , he come to me
' this is for you . maybe this is the last time we met '
I dont know why . I cant move my body . My tears start to fall . I even cant say ' thank you ' to him . Then , my bestie pull me . She asked me to bought hiim a present . She told him to wait a while . I cried along the way . I dont know why i so sad . Hes so kind . He waited for me when eating , he waited for me to cross the road , he waited for me outside the shop when i enter , despite his friend who never waited for us .
I bought him a ted . Before we separated , i gave it to him . He stare at me . Then , he smiled and said ' thank you , i need to go now . assalamualaikum . ' I cried so loud . I cant stop crying . Im lonely when hes not here . Ive never felt like this . Ive never cried for a guy . But he...... Now , I know I do love him . Ive fallen in love with him . I dont want to separated with him .
' Fazi , now i know whom i love '
' its okay . go ahead . i accept everything . i hope you will happy with him . '
; its you . the man i love is you '
Since that , we so happy . Until ........
- to be continued -