Friday, 8 November 2013

Love Story ( part 1)

' alright then . ive told mine . now , tell me yours ' 
' the girl have same interest with me . for example , i love anime so with her ' 
' oh yeah ? interesting . ive never knew there is a girl like that in our school . who is she ? '
' you know her well '
' our class ? hm , F ? I ? A ? S ? '
' nope . try again ' 
' i know ! its FF ! am i right ? '
' wrong '
' --" i dont know . its me ! haha ! just kidding :) '
' yup ! thats true '
' haha . come on . seriously , who is she ? '
' whats so funny ? its true . its you '
' why me ? '
' because youre the only person i want to know . the feeling come from my heart . '
' since when ? '
' since i saw you for the first time last year . i want to know you . '

Well , since that conversation we have been closed . Hes such a nice person . I do accept him . But , im not ready . He told me that he want to leave . His mom told him to enter new school , further away from here . Im so sad that time . 

      We are in the same club . he decided to enter the same club as me . We need to settle up some works after scholl . He , me and my two friends were in the duty . My friend told me that he was staring at me for the whole time . One of my friend had a crush on him . I felt guilty . She so curious . But i kept it as a secret from her . He buy me a water after the work . 

    The next evening , he called me . 
' where are you ? '
' im at school ? why ? '
' can we met ? i want to tell you something '
' okay . but , where ? '
 ' lab '

   I go there alone . Like he told .
' are you free tomorrow ? '
' i guess so . why ? ' 
' lets go out tomorrow. ' 
 p/s : is it a date ??! my heart beat so fast ! its the first ! 

    So then , as promise we go out . I asked my bestie to company me . She never like him. She said that he cant be trusted . Hes like a casanova . He also brought his friend . M ( his friend ) love cat so much . When my bestie saw him , shes fall in love . haha ! so funny ! We want to play a bowling unfortunately , the place is full . So , we went to the food court and arcade . I waited for them at the outside of the arcade . Suddently , he come to me 
 ' this is for you . maybe this is the last time we met ' 

    I dont know why . I cant move my body . My tears start to fall . I even cant say ' thank you ' to him . Then , my bestie pull me . She asked me to bought hiim a present . She told him to wait a while . I cried along the way . I dont know why i so sad . Hes so kind . He waited for me when eating , he waited for me to cross the road , he waited for me outside the shop when i enter , despite his friend who never waited for us . 

    I bought him a ted . Before we separated , i gave it to him . He stare at me . Then , he smiled and said ' thank you , i need to go now . assalamualaikum . ' I cried so loud . I cant stop crying . Im lonely when hes not here . Ive never felt like this . Ive never cried for a guy . But he...... Now , I know I do love him . Ive fallen in love with him . I dont want to separated with him . 

' Fazi , now i know whom i love '
' its okay . go ahead . i accept everything . i hope you will happy with him . '
; its you . the man i love is you '

   Since that , we so happy . Until ........ 




- to be continued - 



















Thursday, 20 December 2012

BLACK HOLE

Supermassive black hole

             A supermassive black hole is the largest type of black hole in a galaxy, on the order of hundreds of thousands to billions of solar masses. Most—and possibly all—galaxies, including the Milky Way[2] (see Sagittarius A*), are believed to contain supermassive black holes at their centers.[3][4]
Supermassive black holes have properties which distinguish them from lower-mass classifications. First, the average density of a supermassive black hole (defined as the mass of the black hole divided by the volume within its Schwarzschild radius) can be less than the density of water in the case of some supermassive black holes.[5] This is because the Schwarzschild radius is directly proportional to mass, while density is inversely proportional to the volume. Since the volume of a spherical object (such as the event horizon of a non-rotating black hole) is directly proportional to the cube of the radius, the density of a black hole is inversely proportional to the square of the mass, and thus higher mass black holes have lower average density. Also, the tidal forces in the vicinity of the event horizon are significantly weaker. Since the central singularity is so far away from the horizon, a hypothetical astronaut traveling towards the black hole center would not experience significant tidal force until very deep into the black hole